I just went through 4 epiphanies in the last ten minutes, and it's doing my head in. I wasn't meant for this much... MEH
Epiphany 1- I'm doing it again. I'm getting angrier and taking it out on the people of blogland. I'd like to distance myself, to leave for a few weeks and calm down. Small problem. I can't...
Last time I tried to leave for three weeks. I didn't last over one, and I... well, I didn't leave as such, I just didn't comment. Most of the time I was there. My whole life is on computer know. Writing, looking at videos, talking, watching TV... The only thing that I may count out is reading. No, wait, reading a book I can count, but just reading I can count out. I read lots of your stories on the blogs. I want to leave. But one, I can't, no matter how hard I try. Two, it won't calm me down. It just won't keep me calm...
Epiphany 2- Oh, well, that's personal. You'll probably never find out about that
Epiphany 3- I'm sick of being anti-social. I want to be normal, have normal friends in real life, think normal thoughts, do normal things. I want to be popular.
Epiphany 4- I do not have anything in common with the new people on the blog. I don't get along because I'm just not like most of them.
And while I was writing this, I had another epiphany.
Epiphany 5- I am taking life way too seriously. I don't know how long I've been like this, but I looked at all my old posts and saw how I looked at life. I'm taking it too seriously. So I'm not going to anymore. I feel better already.
Out of all of those, I only like epiphany 5, because after I had this epiphany I changed me outlook on life and started feeling better.